Manik commented the other day about how much I was yelling. I hadn't realized how much I was doing it until he brought it to my attention. Now I have noticed how much Laila is yelling at Jai, it is a very clear tell that she is mimicking me. It makes me feel terrible and totally ashamed. I have decided to do a better job managing my frustration and so starting last Friday I stopped yelling. I began my own rehab, this rehab entails a great deal of deep breathing and keeping things in perspective. But I can proudly say that I have not yelled or raised my voice in four days! I have noticed that the kids are yelling less and I feel better about myself. So far rehab has been very positive! It is a happier home all around!!
On a happy note Arjun arrives early tomorrow morning and I can't wait to see how much he has grown and catch up on all that has gone on for him in STL!
Cheers!
Heidi
On a happy note Arjun arrives early tomorrow morning and I can't wait to see how much he has grown and catch up on all that has gone on for him in STL!
Cheers!
Heidi
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